:: sEcuRIty ::

A loss that would have thrown..
A hole through anybody's soul..
And you were only human after all..

So don't hold back the tears my dear..
Release them so your eyes can clear..
I know that you will rise again..
But you gotta let them fall..

I wish that I could snap my fingers .. Erase the past..
But no.. You cannot rewind reality once the tape's unrolled..

A moment of despair that forces you to say that life's unfair ..
It makes you scared of what tomorrow may bring..
But don't go giving into fear ..

Stop hiding all alone in there ..
The show keeps going on and on .. and you'll miss the whole damn thing..
I wish I had a crystal ball to see what the future holds ..
But we don't know how the story ends till it's all been told ..

On any clock upon the wall .. The time is always now ..
So baby kiss the past goodbye ..
Don't let the future blow your mind ..
Just sit back and chill and take things as they come ..

If your spirit's broken and you can't bear the pain..
I will help you put the pieces back a little more each day..
And if your heart is locked and you can't find the key..
Lay your head upon my shoulder ..
I'll set you free .. I'll be your security ..

You can't be afraid to live for today ..
I will be with you each step of the way ..

how TO handLE L0Ve... *katanya..*

give.. and don't expect...

advise.. but don't order...

ask.. but never demand...

-- dpt dr email --

> anGER <

it IS easier to let gO SADNESS in anGER rather than in teARS...

.: somebody :.

i want somebody to share..
share the rest of my life..
share my innermost thoughts..
know my intimate details..

someone who’ll stand by my side .. and give me support ..
and in return.. he’ll get my support..

he will listen to me ..
when i want to speak about the world we live in.. and life in general ..
though my views may be wrong.. they may even be perverted ..
he’ll hear me out .. and won’t easily be converted to my way of thinking..
in fact he’ll often disagree but at the end of it all .. he will understand me ..

i want somebody who cares for me passionately..
with every thought .. and with every breath..
someone who’ll help me see things .. in a different light..
all the things I detest .. I will almost like..

i don’t want to be tied to anyone’s strings..
i’m carefully trying to steer clear of those things..

but when i’m asleep ..
i want somebody .. who will put their arms around me ..
and kiss me tenderly..

though things like this .. make me sick!!
in a case like this .. i think i’ll get away with it ..

> somebody - depeche mode <

ME .. a SiMplE gal..

i walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep...
and nobody's really seen my subtleties...
i walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace...
and i'll walk a million more to find out what this shit means...

so i think ..

i'm just a simple girl in this mEsSED up world...
i'm just a simple girl in this cRAzy world...
i'm just a simple girl in a cOMpleX world...

then.. i should laugh more than i cry..
and if you piss me off... gOOd byE !! :))

sTRanGe & beaUTIFul

i've been .. watching your world from afar..
i've been .. trying to be where you are,
.. and i've been secretly falling apart.. i'll see ..

to me.. you're strange .. and you're beautiful
you'd be so perfect with me .. but you just can't see..
you turn every head but you don't see me...

i'll put a spell on you when you'll fall asleep ..
and when i wake you .. i'll be the first thing you see..
and you'll realize that you love me...

.. sometimes.. the last thing you want comes in first..
.. sometimes.. the first thing you want never comes..
and I know.. the waiting is all you can do..
.. sometimes... only sometimes..


taken from OST. Wicker Park -- "Strange & Beautiful by AquaLung"

paINT thE siLENce..

don't paint the silence black... now save me..