9.23.2005

.. lettING the cables slEEp ..

you in the dark ..
you in the pain ..
you on the run ..
living a hell ..
living your ghost ..
living your end ..
never seem to get in the place that I belong ..
don't wanna lose the time .. lose the time to come ..

whatever you say .. it's alright ..
whatever you do .. it's all good ..

silence is not the way ..
we need to talk about it ..
if heaven is on the way ..

you in the sea .. on a decline ..
breaking the waves ..
watching the lights go down ..
letting the cables sleep ..

we'll wrap the world around it ..
if heaven is on the way ..

i'm a stranger in this town ..
if heaven is on the way ..

-- Bush @ Cafe del Mar : The Best Of [inspiredbymonsyl] --

9.19.2005

.. neVER is A promISE ..

You'll never see -- the courage I know
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view

I'll never glow -- the way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception

My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention -- to you
You'll say you understand, but you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise, and you can't afford to lie

You'll never touch -- these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown -- to you
You'll say, Don't fear your dreams, its easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie

You'll never live the life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight
But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now too smart to mention -- to you

You'll say you understand, you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in, you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie