:((

ketika ..
kurasakan sudah ..
ada ruang di hatiku yang kau sentuh ..

dan .. ketika ..
kusadari sudah ..
tak selalu indah cinta yang ada ...

mungkin memang ..
ku yang harus mengerti ..
bilaku bukan yang ingin kaumiliki ..

salahkah ku bila ..
kaulah yang ada di hatiku ..

adakah kusinggah dihatimu ? ..
mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku ? ..
adakahku sedikit di hatimu ..

bila kah kumengganggu harimu ?
mungkinkah kau tak inginkan adaku ..
akankah ku sedikit dihatimu ? ..

mungkin memang ku yang harus mengerti ..
mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki ..

salahkahku bila .. kaulah yang di hatiku ..
kau yang ada, di hatiku

bila cinta kita takkan tercipta ..
kuhanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti ..
adakah diriku singgah di hatimu ?? ...
dan bilakah kau tau kaulah yang ada di hatiku ?? ..

kau yang ada ..... dihatiku....
adakahku.... dihatimu ....

-- 'untitled' by Maliq & d'essential --

.. :(( ..

.. soRrY or plEase .. ??

Five weeks in a prison I made no friends ..
There's more time to be done but I've got a week to spend ..
I didn't pay much attention first time around ..
but now you're hard not to notice .. right here in my town ..
Where the stage of my old life meets the cast of the new ..
Tonights actors: me and you ..

Each day is taking us closer .. while drawing the curtains to close ..
This far, or further, I need to know ..
Your increasingly long embraces ..
are they saying sorry or please?
I don't know what's happening, help me ..

Through the streets, on the corners ..
there's a scent in the air ..
I ask you out and I lead you .. I know my way around here ..

There's a bench I remember .. and on the way there ..
I find that the movements you're making, are mirrored in mine ..
And your hand is held open, intentionally, or just what I want to see?

Your increasingly long embraces, are they saying sorry or please?
I don't know what's happening, help me ..
I don't normally beg for assistance ..
I rely on my own eyes to see, but right now they make no sense to me ..
.. right now you make no sense to me ..

-- Kings of Convenience --

please tell me .. is it sorry or please ??

i sEe yOu .. yoU seE me ..

I never wanted to love you, but that's okay ..
I always knew that you'd leave me anyway ..
But darling when I see you, you see me ..
I asked the boys if they'd let me go out and play ..
They always said that you'd hurt me anyway ..
But darling when I see you, I see me ..

And it's alright ..I never thought I'd fall in love again ..
It's alright .. I look to you as my only friend ..
It's alright ..
I never thought that I could feel there's something rising in my veins ..
Looks like it's happened again

I never thought that you wanted for me to stay ..
So I left you with the girls that came your way ..
And darling when I see you I see me ..

I often thought that you'd be better off left alone ..
Well throw a circle round and ... with broken bones ..
But darling when I see you, I see me ..

You always looked like you had something else on your mind ..
When I try to tell you, you tell me "nevermind" ..
But darling when I see you, you see me ..

I wanna tell you that I never loved anyone else ..
You wanna tell me that you're better off by yourself ..
But darling when I see you, you see me ..

I never thought
This is not what I'm like, this is not what I do
This is not what I'm like, I think I'm falling for you

-- the Magic Number --